Can we pretend
  that I'm not so dillusional
  What's going on I can't control
  this feeling that I've never known
  It crawls way deep inside of me
  I never asked to be me
    When you can't understand me
  only makes you want to hate me
  but i like it when you hate me
  cuz it makes me feel like god
    what if I make it to my place
  what happens when there's nothing left to chase
  another day I wish away, Another day I ask myself
  Why do I breathe
    I'm incabable of the simple things
  that make you laugh and smile
  The way I see it you owe me time
  cuz i spent so much on you
    When you can't understand me
  only makes you want to kill me
  but i like it when you kill me
  cuz it makes me feel like god
    And if I sell my soul I'll take you anywhere
  You want
  All my life, I've been right
  you proved me wrong in just one night
  Why do I even breathe
    Thanks to Chris for these lyrics